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This is where it all ends!!!

Author: Vaibhav Gera

Apr 20

“ I came for a REASON , My Love Extended it To a SEASON wanted it to last for a LIFETIME but Lost my LIFE in DELUSION!!!

While I was carpeting the Rough road you were Enjoying in the sea of LOVE!!

Never Expected an Answer , Never expected Love…

All I expected was some TRUTH and All I got were TEARS!!! “

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  • Filed under: self composed

    • Reposting :- Proved Again {Updated}

    Author: Vaibhav Gera

    Jun 17

    This is a post that i wrote on January 3rd 2007, when i used to blog only when i had a bad day and some thought would be disturbing me, and my blog was one place where i used to pour out all my feelings!!!

    So why am I re posting a Two and a Half year old entry, well just read this post and then I’ll tell you why…

    Just when i thought that my life is rocking with out any problems n tensions….. something happened which reminded me of 1 of my previous blog entry where i wrote:—

    “when love invades,,,,, frenship fades….”

    yes this quotation again proved to be a truth… it feels so bad when some one who is close to u, n was with u for so long.. makes u feel that love is much much imp than frenship…

    I am not talking about just sm1 bt 1spl one… yes a person for whom u did so much,, u were there for her when she ws in trouble or pain or when she had a fight wd her love… bt a month long love story can break years of friendship n trust…

    just think how will u feel when a fren like this who ws so close to u tells u on ur face that she has changed her cell no n she ws nt taking ny1’s call

    after being asked “that why were u nt taking my calls or replying to my msgs which i hv been sending for past 1 month..”

    n Even after this she tells u on your face in front of her guy that she wont give u her new no….

    rule out the possibility that i did something wrong coz of which she is doing this, coz 1 of our common fren also experienced something similar to this…

    well try to feel it from ur heart n i bet tears will run out of ur eyes….

    moral of the story:- sm times love can break a relation called “BEST FRENS” or “FRENS FOREVER”

    NOW do u still think that friends are forever…… well think again…..

    do gv ur comments….

    I still remember everything, how tears came down my eyes when i left her home that day, it was not just one  ordinary friend but one of my best friends who made a  fun of a 4 year old friendship just for a 4 week old relationship!!!

    Why i am talking about this old story, well Its because of a call that i received, Yes her call..

    She got my no. from that same common friend and called me and said “i just felt like saying sorry”..

    It was a long talk, and she apologized fr what she did, and i told her the same thing that i told all my friends when this incident happened, That we were friends and it is not necessary for friend sto stay in touch all the time, even if you are not talking you are still friends. And she could have told me that time only that her relationship and her guys wants her not to talk to other guys because of all the possessiveness, I would have told her to go ahead, as your relation is most important and we’ll always be friends and after all, that is what Friendship is all about happiness of your friends.. Right???

    But she choose the wrong way, anyways its okk now, I forgive you, because now all this doesn’t matter at all… I am glad you are happy in your life and with life,your guy!!

    Have a great life!!!

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  • Filed under: my life

    • Random Midnight Thought…

    Author: Vaibhav Gera

    Feb 28

    Posted by mobile phone:

    “Just a random thought at the middle of night..
    Pardon me for the idiotic rhyme, and understand the feeling behind…”

    I always thought i was different
    And doesn’t need any other person for existence…

    Friends n Girl friend all were there..
    But i got comfort alone at stairs…

    So many dreams, but so little i could do..
    So many people, but alone i was that is true..

    I was abnormal..
    but never bothered…

    Coz i was different..
    And needed no one for existence..

    But when the cool wind blows..
    And i stand in corridors…

    Alone i don’t want to be..
    But find no one along with me…

    Friends girl friend still there somewhere..
    But that special someone nowhere…

    Its then when i feel..
    I need someone with mee…

    Not a girlfriend whom i thought was different..
    Not a group of friends who don’t understands…

    A guy or a gal i don’t care..
    But who enjoys this air,
    The night and its flare…
    The fluttering leaves and the chimering winds…

    Not a word to say bt a million to feel..
    That’s how a special person should bee..
    And only for mee..

    Life is not that fair,
    work work and work that’s all it spares…

    To enjoy the winds you need wings..
    A support to break the bonds..
    And to find a way out of thorns…

    I know i am different..
    And i need someone not for existence
    But for persistence…

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    • To All Married Couples and Singles Who Intend To Get Married

    Author: Vaibhav Gera

    Dec 2

    Ack:- Moushmi
    When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and
    said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly.
    Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
    Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know
    What I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She
    didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
    I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the
    chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
    That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she
    wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly
    give her a satisfactory answer; I had lost my heart to a lovely girl
    called Dew. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!
    With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated
    that she could own our house, 30% shares of my company and the car. She
    glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten
    years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her
    wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had
    said for I loved Dew so dearly.
    Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected
    to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of
    divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and
    clearer now.
    The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something
    at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell
    asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.
    When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not
    care so I turned over and was asleep again.
    In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want
    anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She
    requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a
    life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a
    months time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
    This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to
    recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
    She requested that everyday for the month’s duration I carry her out of
    our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going
    crazy.
    Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
    I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and
    thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to
    face the divorce, she said scornfully. My wife and I hadn’t had any body
    contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I
    carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son
    clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought
    me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the
    door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes
    and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling
    somewhat upset.
    I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I
    drove alone to the office.
    On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my
    chest.. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I
    hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she
    was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair
    was graying!
    Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I
    had done to her.
    On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy
    returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
    On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was
    growing again. I didn’t tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry
    her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me
    stronger.
    She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few
    dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my
    dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so
    thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it
    hit me; she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart.
    Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at
    the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his
    father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life.
    My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I
    turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this
    last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom,
    through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck
    softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our
    wedding day.
    But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held
    her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I
    held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked
    intimacy. I drove to office… jumped out of the car swiftly without
    locking the door.
    I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind… I walked
    upstairs.
    Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the
    divorce anymore.
    She looked at me, astonished. Then touched my forehead. Do you have a
    fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I
    won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I
    didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each
    other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on
    our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death does us apart.
    Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed
    the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At
    the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife.
    The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote:
    ‘I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart’
    The small details of our lives are what really matter in a relationship.
    It is not the mansion, the car, the property, the bank balance that
    matters. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot
    give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse’s friend
    and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a
    real happy marriage!
    If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you, but if you do, you
    just might save a marriage.
    Relationships are made not to exploit, not to be broken.
    We teach some by what we say
    We teach some more by what we do
    But we teach most by what we are
    You don’t get to choose how you are going to die, or when, but, you can
    decide how you are going to live, here and now.
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    • October 18th…

    Author: Vaibhav Gera

    Oct 18

    Finally its here, the day I was waiting for past 1 year… last year same day someone said yes to me and changed my life, she added colors to my life, a smile on my face and made me realize that this life is worth living and is quite beautiful got the love of my life after a waiting for complete 4 years…

    The wait was worth it as the 1 year I spent with her was the best time of my life something I can never forget but a fool can never realize the worth of true love and I think am definitely  the biggest fool…

    People tell me that no one can understand women the way you do, you have a women’s heart but I proved them wrong… I made her go away made her to leave me I broke up with her 2 days back… 

    Yes it was my own doings that made her to leave me… I still don’t know what got into me maybe its all the tension that I am taking about her career which she’s not taking seriously or is it something related to my own dreams that I want to fulfill but why can’t I fulfill them with her being with me after all she’s a really wonderful girl and who understands everything I say… 

    Let me tell you I am a very difficult person to stay with, because of all the mood swings in my life… no matter how many of these mood swings lead to fights she was always with me… 

    But I guess there’s always a limit and she couldn’t tolerate more so she said it “I need a break-up” I like someone else… I know the liking line doesn’t mean anything she loves me and will always love me and same for me I can never stop loving her but I don’t know why I just cant get back with her maybe because she tried to make me jealous by saying that she likes someone else… I know this will really hurt her but its better this way at least I won’t hurt her daily if I cont. to stay with her…  

    But I still can’t figure out why am acting like such a jerk, like an asshole… why is her career so imp for me maybe because its imp for my family… but its me who love her and its me who has to live with her… and I really wanted to give all the possible support but I guess my opinion was of no value to her and maybe this is the reason I am so irritated about… 

    All I know is I really love her a lot and am really serious about her but considering the present situation and the state of my mind I guess this I the best choice for both of us, I think this is the time to work on our career, a time to make our stand in this world and if we can’t do it together we should let go of each other… but this doesn’t mean that I’ll go and fall in love with someone else…. NO I’ll not… I’ll always love her…

    All I want right now is to see her successful, with a great job and a great life… I know she wants to come back and its really very idiotic of me to say no but I guess this is the best for both of us because if I cont. today I know every single day that she’ll spend with me she’ll get hurt and I really don’t wanna do that.  

    I am really sorry for not being there with you on our 1st anniversary and your birthday.
    I don’t think I have the right to say this but I LOVE YOU!!!

    C’mon guys send in all your beautiful words for me as comments I promise I won’t disapprove any of them… 

    UPDATE:- Thanks my dear bro thanks for talking to me last night it helped me to figure out stuff and to find out the real problems…
    and thanks swthrt for being so understanding.. 
    Things are quite ok now as we have found a way to go through all this..

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