January 1st, 2009 -- Posted in my life |
Its Jan 1,2009…
A new year,a new day,a new beginning…
But before this new start let me first thank all those who made my 2008 so special….
My thanks to all my friends who made every moment worth living…
Special thanks to HCL and in particular Sandhaya mam for giving me an opportunity to work for HCL… frankly speaking that was the biggest day of my life…
Thank thanks to my teachers, HOD sir and Medury sir because of whom i am what i am today.. yes An Engineer and above all with a respectable CGPA of 6.2… It was really unbelievable when i saw 8.9 SGPA in my 8th sem examination…
But this year was not all about these happy and successful moments but actually a very tragic or should i say the worst year of my life and in particular the date 11th August the day my Grandfather Sh. Lekh Raj gera passed away… If it would have been a natural death then i wont have written all this It was a shocking Accident…
I remember My grandfather once said “the day I’ll die take my funeral with a band” and it was he only who made me so mature about this stage of life… and i always agreed to him about this that its a part of life everyone has to die some time or other but God not like this, he was so healthy so active and he brought happiness to so many with his yoga lessons…
I still believe he’s still with me and because of him only i got placed and this CGPA…
“Daadu miss you lots….”
Moving ahead the last quarter of 2008 brought some very tough times for the entire world in the form of recession and everyone can still feel its impact…
But even in this tough time again thank to HCL for starting with our Japanese language training{as a part of their Japanese business program for which i was selected} on time.. Although its an unpaid training but i am happy i won’t have to sit at home and wait for my joining!!!
More than that The terror Attack on Mumbai rather i should say on India gave big blow to the entire foundation of this country and made major impact on the heart and soul of every Indian…
I salute all the brave men who gave their lives to protect my fellow Indians… and personally i feel its not the time to sit back and show our Mumbaikar or Indian spirit that yes even after an attack we are back to our work and daily life, i feel its time to fight back not just with the external terrorist but with the terrorists inside our country and inside the system yes i mean the politicians who made this a war of words and played with our sentiments… Its time to ACT!!!
2008 came to an end with me being with my best buddies @ midnight for the first time and with a drink and an awesome dinner….
And in the end I’ll thank my parents for being there always and for always supporting my over expensive lifestyle…
2009
I hope this year will bring some change to the global economic situation and i wish our politicians learn some leason from the death of so many innocents and will rise above this dirty politics…
I hope this year i start earning and can fulfill all my grandfather’s wishes and also can help my parents..
Looking forward to a great 2009
and also
WISHING YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR….
May the year ahead brings peace prosperity health and happiness in everyone’s life…
Sayonara friends OOPS… hum hain rahi pyar ke fir milenge chulte chulte!!
November 11th, 2008 -- Posted in JUIT |
It’s been more than 4 years that I have spent in this place called JUIT… A place I was sure I wanted to get in when I saw the prospectus and luckily I got admission here… Life was full of ups and downs rather more down’s but at the end of it all I have a job in my hand which is enough for me to ignore those bad times…
There a few things I have always been proud of like my association with almost all the clubs and activities especially technical and hospitality… besides the fact that except for my academics I was good at making things happen and that majorly because of my domain, everyone yes everyone in JUIT knows me…
But now when its time to say goodbye to this great university, things are no more the same and not even the feeling…
4-5 months back when it was time for 2008 regular batch to leave it was altogether a different feeling even that time I felt as if I am also about to go but this time when we have just 20 more days here I am not getting that feeling.
We got our farewell, scribling day, documentary, group photo with the 2008 batch and now I guess it’ll be a silent goodbye we’ll just pack our bags and will disappear and no one will feel a difference…
I am no longer proud of my PR and the no. of friends I made here because now when I am leaving I don’t see anyone with me…
Someone who used to call me bhaiya till a few days back doesn’t even want to talk to me for reasons unknown…
The scribbling book that my friends in ‘08 batch filled with colors and emotions is now waiting for an entry. The people who used to run behind me when they had some work either in JYC or in administration or even cafe and mess are no longer the same because they know I won’t be here for long…
yes there are some very sweet friends who still want to see a smile on my face and don’t like me sitting alone outside cafe I am really thankful to them for always being there with me, for all the beautiful memories that I’ll always cherish and I think they are the people I should talk about here and not those who are no longer with me…
There’s one thing for which I’ll always thank JUIT that’s the lessons of life that I learned here like to think twice before trusting anyone because you never know who’s gonna stay with you when you are in difficulty…
But there are a few things that I learned about JUIT and a lesson for all those who are here or the one’s that’ll join in future… always remember “JUIT ko bhi parivartan pasand nhin hai” no one like changes here so think before you look forward to bring a revolution here.. You try to make some big changes here and they’ll change your life and if you know me, you know what I am talking about… So only those who have the courage can try to make things happen, others just stay comfortable with what you get here…
Also don’t get too close and personal with someone that it becomes difficult for you to see that personal-professional line and when it comes to JUIT you never know what act of yours will make you owe an apology!!!
Anyways enough of all this all I know is it was the best time of my life and no other institute can give you what JUIT can!!!
Beautiful surroundings, wonderful friends, some really great faculty members, all those activities…
There’s someone I’ll say JUIT is blessed with, I take him as my Mentor and role model, one person I truly admire and respect from the bottom of my heart and you all know who he is and you all will agree with me that without him JUIT won’t have reached where it is now…
I’ll always cherish the memories that JUIT has given me… all those Geri’s on mall road, access to cafeteria and mess kitchen and all the special food, all those night outs, sharma ji ki chai n maggi, raju bhai ki wai-wai, sneaking out at night to go to anshu dhaba and even those fights…
Thanks to Maala mam for always being there like a mother, thanks to all my wonderful friends in ‘08 batch especially sahil and mou… thanks to my point five batch mates for accepting me and for the last 6 months when I needed you guys the most… thanks to all my wonderful juniors, my tech club people.. My H6 buddies… Thanks to server room for all those special rights on my acc… Thanks to all those who made my stay in JUIT comfortable and worth remembering always…
JUIT ROCKS!!!
October 18th, 2008 -- Posted in my life |
Finally its here, the day I was waiting for past 1 year… last year same day someone said yes to me and changed my life, she added colors to my life, a smile on my face and made me realize that this life is worth living and is quite beautiful got the love of my life after a waiting for complete 4 years…
The wait was worth it as the 1 year I spent with her was the best time of my life something I can never forget but a fool can never realize the worth of true love and I think am definitely the biggest fool…
People tell me that no one can understand women the way you do, you have a women’s heart but I proved them wrong… I made her go away made her to leave me I broke up with her 2 days back…
Yes it was my own doings that made her to leave me… I still don’t know what got into me maybe its all the tension that I am taking about her career which she’s not taking seriously or is it something related to my own dreams that I want to fulfill but why can’t I fulfill them with her being with me after all she’s a really wonderful girl and who understands everything I say…
Let me tell you I am a very difficult person to stay with, because of all the mood swings in my life… no matter how many of these mood swings lead to fights she was always with me…
But I guess there’s always a limit and she couldn’t tolerate more so she said it “I need a break-up” I like someone else… I know the liking line doesn’t mean anything she loves me and will always love me and same for me I can never stop loving her but I don’t know why I just cant get back with her maybe because she tried to make me jealous by saying that she likes someone else… I know this will really hurt her but its better this way at least I won’t hurt her daily if I cont. to stay with her…
But I still can’t figure out why am acting like such a jerk, like an asshole… why is her career so imp for me maybe because its imp for my family… but its me who love her and its me who has to live with her… and I really wanted to give all the possible support but I guess my opinion was of no value to her and maybe this is the reason I am so irritated about…
All I know is I really love her a lot and am really serious about her but considering the present situation and the state of my mind I guess this I the best choice for both of us, I think this is the time to work on our career, a time to make our stand in this world and if we can’t do it together we should let go of each other… but this doesn’t mean that I’ll go and fall in love with someone else…. NO I’ll not… I’ll always love her…
All I want right now is to see her successful, with a great job and a great life… I know she wants to come back and its really very idiotic of me to say no but I guess this is the best for both of us because if I cont. today I know every single day that she’ll spend with me she’ll get hurt and I really don’t wanna do that.
I am really sorry for not being there with you on our 1st anniversary and your birthday.
I don’t think I have the right to say this but I LOVE YOU!!!
C’mon guys send in all your beautiful words for me as comments I promise I won’t disapprove any of them…
UPDATE:- Thanks my dear bro thanks for talking to me last night it helped me to figure out stuff and to find out the real problems…
and thanks swthrt for being so understanding..
Things are quite ok now as we have found a way to go through all this..
