“ I came for a REASON , My Love Extended it To a SEASON wanted it to last for a LIFETIME but Lost my LIFE in DELUSION!!!

While I was carpeting the Rough road you were Enjoying in the sea of LOVE!!

Never Expected an Answer , Never expected Love…

All I expected was some TRUTH and All I got were TEARS!!! “

This is a post that i wrote on January 3rd 2007, when i used to blog only when i had a bad day and some thought would be disturbing me, and my blog was one place where i used to pour out all my feelings!!!

So why am I re posting a Two and a Half year old entry, well just read this post and then I’ll tell you why…

Just when i thought that my life is rocking with out any problems n tensions….. something happened which reminded me of 1 of my previous blog entry where i wrote:—

“when love invades,,,,, frenship fades….”

yes this quotation again proved to be a truth… it feels so bad when some one who is close to u, n was with u for so long.. makes u feel that love is much much imp than frenship…

I am not talking about just sm1 bt 1spl one… yes a person for whom u did so much,, u were there for her when she ws in trouble or pain or when she had a fight wd her love… bt a month long love story can break years of friendship n trust…

just think how will u feel when a fren like this who ws so close to u tells u on ur face that she has changed her cell no n she ws nt taking ny1’s call

after being asked “that why were u nt taking my calls or replying to my msgs which i hv been sending for past 1 month..”

n Even after this she tells u on your face in front of her guy that she wont give u her new no….

rule out the possibility that i did something wrong coz of which she is doing this, coz 1 of our common fren also experienced something similar to this…

well try to feel it from ur heart n i bet tears will run out of ur eyes….

moral of the story:- sm times love can break a relation called “BEST FRENS” or “FRENS FOREVER”

NOW do u still think that friends are forever…… well think again…..

do gv ur comments….

I still remember everything, how tears came down my eyes when i left her home that day, it was not just one  ordinary friend but one of my best friends who made a  fun of a 4 year old friendship just for a 4 week old relationship!!!

Why i am talking about this old story, well Its because of a call that i received, Yes her call..

She got my no. from that same common friend and called me and said “i just felt like saying sorry”..

It was a long talk, and she apologized fr what she did, and i told her the same thing that i told all my friends when this incident happened, That we were friends and it is not necessary for friend sto stay in touch all the time, even if you are not talking you are still friends. And she could have told me that time only that her relationship and her guys wants her not to talk to other guys because of all the possessiveness, I would have told her to go ahead, as your relation is most important and we’ll always be friends and after all, that is what Friendship is all about happiness of your friends.. Right???

But she choose the wrong way, anyways its okk now, I forgive you, because now all this doesn’t matter at all… I am glad you are happy in your life and with life,your guy!!

Have a great life!!!

Yes you read it right i am figuring out what friendship is. All my previous posts are about love and life but for the first time a post about friendship and not just some ordinary post a post that seeks to know what is FRIENDSHIP.

I know all of you must be thinking how can i ask what friendship is when i am the one who keeps on saying it the best relationship we have on earth, Its something more than love even right?

Well a recent incident just made me think a lot about it, so when you talk about a friend does that mean someone who knows all about you, who’s always there for you and you say that you know each other so well that anything that on friend does can never make the other friend go mad…

Well think over it again… and think about the times when you do something and get scolded by your best friend that this is wrong, you shouldn’t have done that or don’t do this and stuff and then one day your friend does the same thing…

Remember the times when your friend does something and you get irritated and they’ll tell you to be a sport and when one day you do something and they get mad, i wonder now where did that mantra they used to keep telling you “Be a sport”

Still the same question what exactly is friendship..  its nothing but shit!!!

Does friendship means you throw a glass full of ice tea on your friends face, when he has done nothing…  well yes you can but only if you can throw it and sit there and laugh over it, that’s called being a sport and not that you throw it and then you walk away making a mockery of your dearest friend in front of  total strangers who will start looking at you as if you have done a blunder…

Whatever it is, friendship doesn’t give  anyone the  right to make such a fun of  me in public… and i don’t care how close you are to me i don’t take shit from any one…

I am sorry but You can’t just do something like this and say sorry and blame it on some reason that even you are not bothered about…

Friendship is still a beautiful word but not that good of a relation, even if it is I DON’T GIVE A DAMM!!!

P.S:- Now don’t just fill up the comments section with essay’s about friendship, Theoretically its really a very precious relation because people can write books and make 10 bloody seasons of  TV shows and earn millions.. Be realistic and write practically..

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UPDATE:- When i say that words have power i really mean it, and its not that only a selected people have that power but actually all of us… all it takes is some serious emotions, if you really feel something from the core of your heart you can turn it into words too…
After all this happened my mind started working with double speed and the fire that i had inside me was fueling it.. I needed something to ease me and like always my blog was the first thing i thought about and i wrote all this shit here…

But an email just changed everything, every word in that mail touched me and my mind which was on fire has gone blank…. Friendship its such a difficult thing, you can’t even stay angry for long.. your friends won’t let you even..

You can spend your entire life but still you wont be able to figure out what friendship, love, and relationship is!!!

Don’t know what should i write now.. all i can say is FRIENDS you are my life!!!

P.S:- I won’t forgive you until i throw a glass full of ICE TEA on you…
and sorry readers for what i wrote about the 10 seasons of the show F.R.I.E.N.D.S.  i just love that show…

jst whn i thot that my life is rocking wdout ny probs n tensions….. something happened which reminded me of 1 of mine previous blog entry where i wrote:—

yes this quotation again proved to be a truth… it feels so bad when some 1 who is close to u,,n ws with u for so long.. makes u feel that love is much much imp than frenship…

am nt talking abt just sm1 bt 1spl one… yes a person for whom u did so much,, u were there for her whn she ws in trouble or pain or whn she had a fight wd her love… bt a month long love story can break years of frenship n trust…

jst think how will u feel whn a fren like this who ws so close to u tells u on ur face that she has changed her cell no n she ws nt takng ny1′s call

after being asked “that why were u nt taking my calls or replying to my msgs which i hv been sending for past 1 month..”

n evn after this she tells u that she wont give u her new no….

rule out the possibilty that i did something wrong coz of which she is doing this coz 1 of our common fren also experianced smthing similar to this…

well try to feel it from ur hurt n i bet tears will run out of ur eyes….

moral of the story:- sm times love can break a relation called “BEST FRENS” or “FRENS FOREVER”

nw do u still think that frens are forever…… well think again…..

do gv ur comments….

hmm i know am writting after quite a long time… but life ws kindoff busy…both for mind n heart….

first let me brief about what all happened in my life… starting with something coz of which my life ws really down for the past few weeks.. now that relationship confusion is kindoff over.. bt not so easily… in the process of relieving me from that tention i hd to hurt some1 bt i guess that ws necessary… both for me n her… n i know she’ll understand n we’ll be good frens soon….. besides that ws really busy with exams n all….

i forgot to mention 1 thing… there was sumthing else too that helped me get out of all my problems n tenstion..it ws MURIOUS’06 the first tech fest of juit{my coll} of which i ws an organiser…

continuing with my life… got some new frens,some really good 1′s bt i guess…. relationships always comes with problems… some made me feel really special but then after a few days… whn she had a good place in my life as a gr8 fren.. let me down….. i worked on her to make her compatible with the coll n professional life… coz i knew ppl like her are just on the verge of being pissed of by the world which i didnt wanted… bt i guess i cant prepare some1 for difficult times in life… coz whn problems come u forget everything..so u can just learn from life n no 1 can explain life to u…. bt for now i can say 1 thing i lost some1 special… bt it doesn’t matter coz i hv learned so much in my life now… that all these things doesn’t matter whts imp is.. i took her as a gr8 fren n i did my part as a fren bt if she still want to act like a kid n want to do whatever she wish.. i cant help her… i just hope she doesn’t have to face the harsh realities of life n people…

leving everything beside.. all these things hardly matter coz i hate tentions inlife now n i dont wanna get tensed or senti coz of anything like this.. i mean i wanna enjoy life… n dont wanna ruin it by thinking about every1 else…
trust me frens… i hv lernt a few things in life…

>u never know whoz ur fren n whoz nt…. so think b4 trusting sum1

>dont ever stop living ur life coz of sum1 else..no1′s worth it…

>there should be no1 in ur life whom u cant leave in 20secs…
>life is short… live it up..n enjoy every moment…
well there’s lots much to write about bt may be l8r… not in a mood to write more catch u soon till then take very good care of urself n live every moment…. a very happy diwali n eid mubarak in advance…..