February 6th, 2007 -- Posted in my life |
welll to start withh..lets cont..with my last entry… well am over with that bad moment of my life..
it ws all full of pain n why not??? something like this nt expected from a 4yr old fren… bt i guess this is life.. u can nt trust ny1.. bt as sm1 told me “v nvr get wt v want… v nvr wnt wht we gt… v nvr hv wht v like… v nvr like wht v hv… stil v live… stil v luv… stil v hope…. this is life”
… so am over wd it hmm but i dont thing i can ever forget those memories….
“waise aaj fir kisi ki yaad aayi hai… in hawaon ke saath kisi ki khushboo aayi hai…. to kya hua wo saath nahin… km se km unki yaadein to unki tareh nahin!!!!”
hmm this is i guess my destiny… only the persom whom i love the most.. whom i hv always taken as my best fren…. leaves me… i guess its better nt to care for ny1…
aaj such mein i am missing 2 ppl a lot!!! 1 to samne hokar bhi saath nahin n dusra door hai pr use humari yaad nahin….
bt something which is troubling me more than my own problems n life story is a prob in sm1 else’s life… i just heard a sad life story of sm1 very close… smthing which shattered my hrt n my trust on love… based on this thing only i hv titled this post!!! smtimes things like this make me think what kinda ppl are there in this world…so self centered.. they dnt gv a damm to ny1’s emotions n love.. all they want is there own happiness… A**H***’s….
trust me ppl… “Love at first sight ..nahh..no existence, luks r always deceptive n wht u wish u never get tht!!”
n u cn nvr trust ny1… kaun kb badal jaye u nvr knw…. i just pray her life nowon be full of happiness….
bt this is life.. keep up the hope… n live ur life to the fullest….dnt waste it.. n dnt gv a damm to ny1 who acts as a hurdle in ur life!!!
hv fun tk n njoy life!!!!
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April 28th, 2006 -- Posted in JUIT |
DISCLAIMER:-the following lines doesnt refer to any person its just a genral representation of my mind…
these days ppl ask me:– vaibhav whats wrong yaar tum bahut tense n disturbed lagte ho…n infact i am feeling very low these days but why??? even i dont know why
i am feeling so low n sad
…haan itna jaroor lagta hai that i am lonely…n like no one is there with me…
then ppl say that u hv so many good frens…
but i dont know aisa lagta hai jaise dost hote huye bhi nahin hain…kaun dost hai kaun nahin yeh pata karna bahut mushkil hai…especially here in JUIT kaun kub badal jaye u never know…
i know even i hv some faults..well everyone have n so do i,,no one is made perfect but i just know one thing that agar mein kisi se dosti karta hun to seriouslly karta hun n hamesha saath deta hun koi self intrest ke liye kabhi kisi se dosti nahin karta… its always rt. frm my hrt…
but it seems that i’ll have to change myself…
coz this world is not going to change the meening of the term friendship has changed but not for me…
i still take my frens as my life..
its not that all this applies to everyone,there r so many ppl in my life who are really good n are true frens..but still coz of some ppl i’ll have to say “kaun kub badal jaye u never know…”
another issue:– what do u think is fighting a solution of every problem…well i dont think so acc. to me its a temp. soln to a permanent prob..n ios it really very necessary to fight back,to kick back the person who kicks you…
can’t a person who believes in love n frenship n who hates violence,who doesnt even like watching violent or action movies has the right to survive in this world…
well my answer is if u get satisfaction by fighting with me come n fight i promise mein haath bhi nahin uthaunga…. atleast its better than fighting back…which in turn gives rise to another fight n another…
well all i want to say to all the ppl whom i hv refered above is:–”plz leave me alone in my lonely world” its better to stay alone than to live with those ppl who dont know the meaning of frenship,,jo tubtak aapke dost hain jubtak unka koi matlab hai aapse after that u dont have any value…
pata nahin mein sahi hun ya galat but i just know one thing….
am soooo lonelyyyyy….
n i just remember this song in my present state of mind
Lonely
by Akon
Album : Trouble (2004)
>Lonely I’m Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I’m so lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I’m so lonely,……….
am very thankfull to all my true frens for being there with me at all times….
n all i hope is that u all stay in touch with me always…
In Rahoon Main Tanha Si Ho Kar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain….
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