In my last post I made it clear why I moved back to Blog from Facebook but why I moved to Facebook in the first place that I just figured out.

Although I am not a good writer but there have been times when I have written posts better than my expectations.
The reason I say I am not a good writer apart from my bad vocabulary is my ignorance to details but it’s amazing to know that’s the main reason I started posting on Facebook.

Confusing right? Well even though I can’t write paragraphs describing a building or someone’s lips (well I can appreciate someone’s beauty overall in extreme details but not particularly with a magnifying glass) what I posted on my Blog was fairly detailed making the reader know who it’s about or at least the one it was written about knew for sure but the thing with Facebook was limited space, need for creativity & the fear that this will definitely get noticed by people who would have never seen it otherwise made me convert thoughts in these random creative lines that often confused the readers. Let me just accept it was fun to confuse them.

So today when I wanted to write about my reluctance to give me opinion about something to this dear friend I figured out why I’ll not be doing it & instead wrote this.

Well this stupid fever will not let me continue any further not that I have anything more to write… I’ll end it here.

Bounanotte!

P.S- I know the Italy post is still due but things are crazy back in office so let’s see when or if I can do it..

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The month in particular is a little weird. 
1st onsite to Italy on one side & news about project ending on other.. 
The Italy story deserves a separate post altogether. So moving on to girls.

Naa no one in particular but ya someone in some sophisticated words suggested I am a thurki bastard but i took it as a compliment.
Although it made me think how i used to be, respected for my feelings for girls and what i have become?
Its fine if someone thinks i am like that because i might be!    but what hurts is when someone you think knows you so well makes a statement about you that you don’t agree with.

A smart person said that i need an Audience for my emotions, i care about what people think about my posts and i like it when someone reads my post…

Yes i do like if people read what i write but i don’t give a damm about what they think about it or if they like it or not.

I have just one rule – Never let a thought go waste,  write it down!

I need to convert my thoughts, my emotions into words else they give me a headache. But i do that not to seek sympathy or likes and comments.

I always say its like a drain for me put it out and get it over with.

To prove my point, NO MORE PERSONAL EMOTIONAL POSTS ON FB.

I’ll post it here on my blog which in the times of social networks nobody cares about!

Ciao!

The matters of Heart…
Laws of physics fail to exist..
North &  south pole comes together..
Gravity becomes just a theory..
The matters of Heart…
Complicating the uncomplicated..
Lucky &  unlucky all in same moment
Deep dark woods or the beach sand just closed eyes away..
The matters of Heart…
Smile on lips while the heart bleeds..
Hurting yourself & the joyful pain..
The two tears that comes out of eyes without any reason..
The matters of Heart…
Smile on lips, Music in ears..
The fight with time, the neglected mind..
The beauty around,  the peace within..
The matters of Heart…
The Heaven & Hell..
The pain &  relief..
The tears & smile..
The matters of Heart…

It’s been so long i wrote anything, not that i don’t think or i don’t feel the need in fact i myself broke my self-created 1st rule of blogging – “Never Let a thought go waste” but a beautiful status post rightly defines the reason for not writing as well as the reason for this entire post which is about the two status posts i posted today -

Zindagi sabhi k liye wahi rangeen kitab hai… Farq sirf itna hai k kisi ne har panne ko dil se padha.. aur kisi ne bas panne palat liye.. {Via - Swati Sethi’s wall post, real source – Unknown}

I have been thinking about this line a lot since I read it first.. Looks really simple sounds great but there’s so much more to it… Especially when you actually feel it understand its real meaning and at times you even know what all you can do but the worst is when you don’t even have that courage to make amends and knowingly you keep screwing up your life!!!

It’s only when you are completely fresh & relaxed that you actually realize the depth of such simple lines or should I say its only then “Hum har panne ko dil se padh pate hain” otherwise “Hum bhi sirf panne hi palat rahe hain haroz”

“Ishq di mere mitra pehchaan ki. Mit jaave jadon zid apnan di” {Via – Namaste London}

Unlike the real meaning of these lines as described in the movie as “ Pyar ka matlab sirf hasil karna hi nahin hai” I also have a different version of the meaning.. It’s not the deep out of the world meaning infact it is just the straightaway word by word meaning in Hindi but it does have a depth to it…

I feel it also means “Ishq ki doston pehchaan ki kya jab kisi ko paane ki zid hi khatam ho jaye” what I mean is after we get someone we always wanted if we start taking that person for granted and don’t try to want that person a little more every day, we stop considering every day as something new and a little more beautiful than the previous one and do not make that person feel more loved with each new day then I guess love has lost its meaning…

There are a lot of threads on internet that describe the meaning of these words but there’s actually no real meaning of any word it’s the perception of the person reading it and his/her state of mind at that particular moment.

This actually reminds me of a few lines I composed long time back while listening to a song and hearing different perception of my friends about the lyrics…

“Log kehte hain Shabdon mein bahut taqat hai… yeh Lafz chahen to Dil badal

sakte hain insaan badal sakte hain aur to aur yeh poora mulkh badal sakte

hain..

Yeh lafz to aapke bhi hain aur hamare bhi par fir kyun, na hum dil

badal paye aur na hi insaan..

Jab badal gaye lafz aur na badle mulkh tab

jana asli taqat na to un lafzon mein hai aur na hi unhe kehne walon mein..

Agar taqat hai to sirf un lafzaon ko samjhne walon mein.. Agar taqat hai to

sirf un lafzon ko samjhne walon mein!!!”

Oh yes FYI I am not drunk today, it’s just that I have created the right environment around, Coke studio kind of music, Newspaper covering the Tube Lights, just the right room temperature, Work from home day so completely relaxed {No traffic jams & potholes} takes me back to the good old tension free college life and my hills facing Hostel room! Deep thoughts amidst the deep hills are inevitable…

Baanvre dill kya karney chala hai…
Jo tera  ho nahin sakta usse pane chala hai..
Sapna rangeen sahi par hai to sapna hi..
Wo door sahi par hai to apna hi…
Na rakh wo chahat jo mumkin nahin…
Kho dega usse bhi jo hai to apna hi..

Baavren dill kya karne chala hai..
Sapna ek haseen dekhne chala hai..
Sambhal ja e dill yeh mumkin nahin…
Pane ki chahat jisse tu rakh ke challa hai..
Baavren dill kya karna chala hai….

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